Haha jk. But seriously. Today was my first day of training.
Morning started off at my actual school. Excited and nervous. I saw my classroom, it felt so real. Got to meet some other new people to the school too. The staff just seem so supportive. I’m glad I was given this opportunity. The principal also gave us a school tshirt, collard shirt and cardigan (I’m most excited for this).
Next, training at the high school haha yikes straight hood. But we were given a laptop! And a backpack haha super cool. And I get benefits? Score. Yes I’m excited and nervous. Luckily other people from my school are working there too so makes it easier.
I feel so grown up, this is all so different and new. I do have lots of anxiety. What if I fail? What if I suck?
My parents have been calling me. Especially my dad. Texting calling. He sounded sad. He really does not want me to move out.
My coworkers the best. She even made me a key to her place because “I’m wanted” haha she’s letting me know it’s real. Haha. I’m just glad I could be here to keep her company.
I’m kind of sad you didn’t even text me good luck or to ask how my day went. But whatever. I’ll be fine. Always have.
Waking up with you holding my hand at 3 in the morning.
Covering me up with a blanket at 5 in the morning.
Waking up at 7 in the morning and you holding my hand again.
You grabbing my hand, you hugging me as we sleep. <3
Thank you for being cute as we sleep.